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Damn. I thought I was going to get a night off, but here I sit, called in to work at Dick's Sporting Goods watching over their clearance tent. It's fine, I wanted all the hours I can get so I can make the payments easily on my new car. I get off here in a few hours and I am taking myself off to Scott's house.

Things are going pretty good, except I don't get very much sleep which makes 'ol Saetan a cranky old thing, but I will survive, promise. I have been getting more and more in shape going through the Law Enforcement training, and have managed to drop quite a few pounds. When I get to the weight I want, I might take a picture and post it. I quit smoking...which means I am even more temperamental than ever before.

Scott seems to be able to keep me off the throats of everyone most of the time, although he was not there last night when I snatched a guy across the counter of the hotel lobby and gave him a fat lip.

To elaborate, I was asked to go get towels from some empty rooms and bring them to the office. Da fuck??? No. I am not your damn housekeeping staff. I am a security officer. Not my job, not my circus and damn sure not my flying fucking monkeys. He didn't like it when I told him I wasn't going to do it because it wasn't my job and he called me a worthless cunt whose trying to do a man's job. Now I am 5 ft 6, the counter is chest high and I jumped and grabbed his shirt and snatched his ass across the counter and slammed my fist in his mouth. I gave him fair warning countless times to keep a civil and respectful tongue in his head and he has continued to be a vile piece of shit. This is a guy who was in prison 1) drug dealing 2) gun dealing and 3) kidnapping an elderly woman. 4) exposing himself to minors. Yeah, a real winner. So...I stopped warning him and did exactly as promised. It's all on cam, which my boss has a copy of, and now passed around to the supervisor and my boyfriend. The three of them keep watching that shit over and over and laughing their asses off. They hate that guy as well. I just got to be the lucky bitch that popped him one first.

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LORDMOGY
08:22 Jul 27 2020

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Crowscat
21:28 Jul 27 2020

Oh snap woman! I would've paid to see that LOL!!!

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Saetan
06:17 Jul 29 2020

Hell Carolyn wanted to see it too but they wont allow it, cause it is confidential about that shit within the company and our properties..They'd better be glad cause I would have posted that shit here too.

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Things have been really hectic lately. And weird. The guy that was supposed to be a family friend who got me hired at my first job and then quit, leaving me to fill his position in the company started working for the second company I work for - the company police and patrol company - and somehow got all my hours and my patrol unit and all, and I got placed on part time, which pissed off quite a few people in the company - including my bf. Well...I just got told he texted my supervisor and complained about me and Scott dating, ROFL...Which we have been nothing but professional at work so my Chief laughed at him. But, because he was claiming that since Scott was technically a supervisor himself, that it was playing favorites, so me and Scott had to "Break Up" according to the company - No we did not break up for real, just not making it public that we are dating within the company since a jackass wanted to suddenly and for no reason cause problems. Today, that same jackass texted my Supervisor Greg and quit via text message. So...now I have my full time hours, my patrol car, and radio back.

Not only that but I still pretty much had full time hours with overtime most weeks even though he tried his best to not only get that taken away, spread rumors and falsehoods, but also tried to get me fired because he is pissed that Chief reamed his ass for trying to act like HE was my supervisor and tell me how to do my job.

Scott is truly my soulmate, we seem to get stronger in our relationship every day. I can't believe he treats me like I am his everything, and never misses a chance to call me, or send me a text. Even when he is busy. He meets me everyday before we go into work and every day after work. He always finds little stuff to get for me, even if its a damn drink or piece of candy. He bought me a car charger for my laptop the first week we were together so that I wouldn't have to go into the lobby of one of the hotel in High Point that I normally work. The damn attendant of the desk was not calling dispatch like he was supposed to and started knocking on my window and causing trouble. My darling is extra protective of me even though he knows I can handle myself :))….P.S.S.T.. He wont step in to do my job for me though unless he KNOWS I am in over my head and need backup. He is the ONLY damn man who has ever completely understood me or got me...

It was seriously scary when we first got together on how much we clicked, especially how fast we fell for each other. I was terrified of taking that leap but I am glad I did. He knows everything up front, accepted me and all my faults, my medical condition and the situation with my ex too. My family adores him, especially LadySnowStrixx and my son, Ian. She said with Scott, I am exactly how she was with Obonewits. That scared the shit out of me even more. But, I decided to take the chance and not run away and so far it has been the best decision I ever made. I can honestly say that I have never had a relationship as good as this one, or that I never loved my kids dad as much as I love Scott, damn sure never loved Bo like I love Scott, or any other man in my History.

What am I really scared of? Simple. Every time I am deliriously happy, shit hits the fan and destroys that happiness, so I constantly wait for the shoe to drop, so to speak. I am terrified that if I am this happy now, how damn bad it is going to be if it ends for some reason. After catching myself thinking about that, I shook it off and shoved that to the back of my mind in the trash can. I'd rather be happy and not expecting shot to go bad, because it will ruin the whole thing if I constantly worry. So, no more worrying, just enjoying the moment and taking each day at a time. I refuse to let any negative bullshit affect our relationship. In short, I started thinking like a guy again and not a girl. Girl side of me lets too much shit affect her, the tomboy doesn't, cause she thinks more like a guy, lol.

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Crowscat
04:55 Jul 16 2020

I am deliriously happy too, but I no longer think of the other shoe dropping. Just live and enjoy gurl:) I am loving life as it is fucking amazing. 2020 has been the best in my life so far:) 2019 just sucked ass. Go with it❤

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I keep trying to write a journal and the damn thing keeps deleting because i get logged out for IP addy conflict...well that would be because I am at work, and since I have to have my laptop to access our dispatch, there will be conflicts with my IP.

I think before I mentioned the ex and I are divorcing, finally. What was supposed to be amicable turned ugly pretty quickly once he noticed I was not hurt and had already moved on with my life and was happy.

To quote my favorite movie, The 13th Warrior..."It's a small matter.." I have not let it bother me a bit, just kept going with my life and let that shit go. I work 3 jobs, 2 of them full time, and put in over 80 hours a week so I don't have time for piddling petty bullshit. I don't have time for gossip, drama, meddling or anything else, either. I barely know what day of the week it is and most of the time I come home, take my uniform off, throw it in the wash and pray someone is good enough to throw it in the dryer and then fall into bed with exhaustion. When I get up, I eat, I shower, and I get ready for work.

I have a new car to pay for. Which is another reason the ex is pissed. He wanted to control me through my Mercedes, and the court ordered him to give it to me as part of my divorce settlement which he ended up having to sign over to a dealership because I immediately traded it. I got a Dodge Charger. Yes, I have a picture...Yes, it is used, but it is MINE and it is what I wanted. I am paying for it, no one else. And I got a damn good deal for it. I pick it up Monday after work.

Now to get lights and sirens and my SA tags on it, lol. I will eventually have it painted in company colors of blue and silver but for now, it stays red and black. I like it as it is, actually.

Scott and I are still going strong and are getting pretty damn serious. We are exclusive, but still only dating, and well...lol. He bought us matching birthstone rings in the tungsten carbide rings - Both of us are January Babies, his birthday is 4 days after mine. No we aren't going to get married, not gonna happen. We will be content to just live in sin from now on. Both of us have been through enough. But I still love our rings and cant wait for them to arrive.

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Crowscat
13:54 Jul 11 2020

Girl that is delicious! And those rings omg! I love that idea!!! You two are adorable♡ He is definitely a keeper that one:) What you two have is extraordinary. I am so happy for you guys :::hughugsss::: I have yet to find one worthy enough to keep around. Nowdays, its very rare you find that "one". I'm glad that you both found each other when you did♡

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Crowscat
13:56 Jul 11 2020

Oh and that Charger is mutha fuckn bangin! You go on witcha bad self:p

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ReapersSoulFire
16:24 Jul 11 2020

You should be able to do what ever you want no one should have control over you if they try to control you then there childish for not going along with you.

Just satating facts.

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ReapersSoulFire
16:24 Jul 11 2020

Stating.
Sorry typo

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